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It is good to be back after a rough 'ol week healthwise, combined with spiritual dryness.
I felt no consolation in prayer, or from the world, just a painful weight and hollow feeling of God's absence, but despite these emotions, never has my lack of feeling become a lack of faith that God exists.
I have been grappling with that sick anxiety from the feeling that I'm rubbish at it all; and unable to reflect because of a stultifying mental paralysis.
Lovely !!
I didn't even want to check my blog for several days, but when I read the lovely comments and e.mails and felt the support of people who took time to write and show their care and concern, it was wonderfully healing. Thank you so much.
Now I'll be bold
As well as strong
Use my head alongside my heart
So take my flesh
And fix my eyes
That tethered mind free from the lies
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
Raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Keep my heart slow
And raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Keep my heart slow
It is good to be back after a rough 'ol week healthwise, combined with spiritual dryness.
I felt no consolation in prayer, or from the world, just a painful weight and hollow feeling of God's absence, but despite these emotions, never has my lack of feeling become a lack of faith that God exists.
I have been grappling with that sick anxiety from the feeling that I'm rubbish at it all; and unable to reflect because of a stultifying mental paralysis.
Lovely !!
I didn't even want to check my blog for several days, but when I read the lovely comments and e.mails and felt the support of people who took time to write and show their care and concern, it was wonderfully healing. Thank you so much.
This song by Mumford and Sons formerly known as 'Untitled', is now referred to as 'Nothing Is Written.'
Maybe I was meant to be allowed to feel something of the absence of God this week.
Maybe I was meant to be allowed to feel something of the absence of God this week.
Lyrics
I came home
Like a stone
And I fell heavy into your arms
These days of dust
Which we've known
Will blow away with this new sun
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
So break my step
And relent
You forgave and I won't forget
Know what we've seen
And him with less
Now in some way
Shake the excess
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground
Like a stone
And I fell heavy into your arms
These days of dust
Which we've known
Will blow away with this new sun
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
So break my step
And relent
You forgave and I won't forget
Know what we've seen
And him with less
Now in some way
Shake the excess
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground
Now I'll be bold
As well as strong
Use my head alongside my heart
So take my flesh
And fix my eyes
That tethered mind free from the lies
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground
And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
Raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Keep my heart slow
And raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Keep my heart slow
The beautiful Prayer of St Patrick : St Patrick's Breastplate
The first part is read by Dom Mark Patrick Hederman, Benedictine Abbot of Glenstal Monastery, County Limerick and then repeated in Gaelic..
Listen to an enjoyable informative and up to date audio version of the "authentic " life story of the Fifth century missionary, St Patrick as told by Ian Hislop here which is part of the Real Patron Saints Series on BBC Radio 4 Extra. ** Recommended ****
( Duration 30 minutes) NB: The programme kicks in after a couple of minutes of unrelated music....
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For something else beautiful on this day here is an interview with
John O' Donohue talking about his book : On Beauty, The Invisible Embrace.
John O' Donohue talking about his book : On Beauty, The Invisible Embrace.
The video below is a musical version of "The Deer's Cry", attributed to St Patrick,which is known by several names:
"The Breastplate of St Patrick" and "Lorica" to mention two.
It is a beautiful prayer celebrating a God who lives with us, guiding us, sheltering and strengthening us. This is a God who is always with us and in us through Creation.
Irish composer Shaun Davey put a section of the Breastplate to some wonderful music in his CD "The Pilgrim".
It is a beautiful prayer celebrating a God who lives with us, guiding us, sheltering and strengthening us. This is a God who is always with us and in us through Creation.
Irish composer Shaun Davey put a section of the Breastplate to some wonderful music in his CD "The Pilgrim".
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