Mid -Lent Miasma

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Many moons ago the writings of Catherine de Hueck Doherty were among the books that brought me back to my faith.
Two articles today caught my eye relevant to the mid- Lenten miasma some of us are experiencing : 
the first by Catherine herself  is reproduced whole below.
 Here is the link to the second one by Fr David May :
 " Does Lent Make You Edgy ?"
    The Bright Sadness

      Catherine de Hueck Doherty.

"In the Russia of my childhood we felt deeply that the way to the cross—to Golgotha—is always filled with a “bright sadness,” for Christ is etched on the cross against a fantastic light, an explosion, a transfiguration: the resurrection.

So though I feel the pain, the somber tragedy of all that is happening in Lent, my heart sings an alleluia, because of that explosive light that is within me as I interiorly walk once again those roads that Christ walked.

The main point here is an interiorization. It is so difficult for the Western world to interiorize. In the West we always want to see and touch and weigh and measure. 

But with these things of the spirit, each one of us must undertake that long journey inward in which he or she will meet the Triune God who dwells within us.

It takes kenosis, a stripping of oneself, a totality of surrender. 
It takes a total interiorization, in which we recollect all our fantastically scattered thoughts. 

Because symbolically speaking, we must be naked and follow a naked Christ. We can’t take anything with us except faith, hope, and love.

This means giving up our manipulating of other people.

It means giving up thinking that one’s ideas are the centre of the universe.

It means having a simplicity, a childlikeness, like that which Christ said we have to have to enter heaven.

“Lord, give me the heart of a child and the awesome courage to live it out as an adult.” These are the dispositions with which to enter the bright sadness of Lent.

In the Eastern Church, the alleluias are continued throughout Lent.

Though there is a somberness, there is always a feeling that here, right at the edge, always growing, is the light of the resurrection.

All throughout Lent I’m recollecting myself and preparing to enter into this light.

The “negative” aspects of Lent are important, but not as important as what my soul feels, which at this moment is the bright sadness, because Lent is shot through with the tremendous joy of Easter.

Easter is the apex of the liturgical year. Christmas, we of the East say, is for children.

But Easter is the feast of feasts, and so our whole being moves toward Easter breathlessly like a lover toward his beloved. 

That is the Lenten atmosphere."

From Season of Mercy.

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1 comment:

claire said...

I could not agree more with Catherine de Hueck Douherty... Years ago, an Irish friend introduced me to Catherine's book Poustinia, where she talks of her hermitage and the gift of tears, among many many other things.
Thank you for bringing her back here :-)