If They Could Speak : Resource for Holy Week


If They Could Speak by Fr. John D. Powers.

This has been languishing on my bookshelf for years and I discovered it is now available direct by download. 

Click here for the full text.

The place is Jerusalem; the time, around 30 A.D. Jesus has been crucified in swift and brutal fashion. What were the thoughts of those involved in this earth-shaking event? 
In this reflective and forthright book, John D. Powers steps back in time to re-animate ten witnesses to Christ's passion. 

The apostle James, Judas, Pilate, the crossmaker, the mocking soldier, Simon the Cyrenean, Mary Magdalene, the repentant thief, the beloved disciple John--they, and Mary, Christ's mother, share how each was involved with the life, judgment, and death of Jesus, and their thoughts on this most pivotal event in Christian history. 

The ten then come into our times to show how Jesus continues to live, to be judged and crucified today. 

Powers writes in his Introduction, "As you slowly read these meditations, I hope the purpose of this book will be achieved in some small way: that your hearts and imaginations might be opened to the one voice of God that speaks specifically to you through the many voices in Scripture."

There are also other titles available for download from the same author at his website.
Click here .

(It says a donation for each would be helpful.)

Donation Check payable to Fr. John Powers, C.P.
Immaculate Conception Monastery
8645 Edgerton Blvd.
Jamaica, NY 11432


Palm Sunday: Linking The Old and New Testament Video, Fr Robert Barron


My posts on Palm Sunday are here

Palm Sunday Video : A commentary from Fr. Robert Barron on the significance and
the scriptural connections between the Old and New Testaments associated with Palm Sunday


Heading Into Holy Week 2012

In this crazy uncertain world there are many people who face the future with anxiety and worries coupled with a great deal of anger.

In difficult economic times people can lose faith and and it is also a time of increasing inter and intra faith divisions. 



Many committed people enter Holy Week this year with a faith that is ever deeply challenged. Some have cut their links with the institutional church, disillusioned and sadly disconnected from the sense of Christian community which previously had sustained them.

Holy Week and the beautiful services of the Triduum that run from Holy Thursday through to Easter Sunday are  a special gift to us to take time out of normal routine to spend it with Jesus who longs for us to draw close to enter the mystery of the last few days surrounding His life, death and Resurrection.
It is an experience that will take us across boundaries between ourselves and God to allow us to connect.

Holy Week has much to offer no matter where we find ourselves in our life journey:

to enter suffering, to confront the darkness and pain of rejection and betrayal in and around us, to be judged and convicted and then to face death.  

We can't do it on our own and we are not on our own- we are in the presence of  a loving God.

Somehow I pray that we all manage to come through it with restored hope and belief in the transforming power of Christ who loves us beyond our imaginings.

Be Still For The Presence of the Lord



Be still, for the presence of the Lord, The Holy One, is here.
Come bow before him now, with reverence and fear.
In him no sin is found, we stand on holy ground.
Be still for the presence of the Lord, The Holy One, is here.

Be still for the glory of the Lord is shining all around.
He burns with holy fire, with splendour he is crowned.
How awesome is the sight, our radiant King of light!
Be still for the glory of the Lord is shining all around

Be still for the power of the Lord is moving in this place.
He comes to cleanse and heal, to minister his grace.
No work too hard for him, in faith, receive from him.
Be still for the power of the Lord is moving in this place.

Holy Week is a time when I realise in a very deep and personal way that Christ can destroy the boundaries that mankind sets up to separate us from God.

Christ was the Son of God who died for all of us to show that we do not need to scapegoat anyone because there are no boundaries between God and us.

The opportunity to encounter God is an invitation made possible to any person and it is infused with a power to profoundly change our lives for all time. 


The Summons




The poetry of R.S. Thomas often begins at a place where mankind's search for meaning questions itself from a place of disengagement from any sense or need of God.

He describes a society that increasingly discards the conventions of traditional practice and where it is apparent that the message of the Gospel is not getting through or connecting to people. 

In the process mankind seems to be wasting away in desolation.

But Thomas turns the situation around and expresses the hope of Christianity through the message of the Gospels.

The suffering of Christ is difficult to understand but seems to offer an answer for all our waywardness and the enduring belief in His Resurrection and our own is one I share.


The Word
 from Mass For Hard Times R.S Thomas 1992.

Enough that we are on our way;
never ask of us where.
Some of us run, some loiter,
some of us turn aside
to erect the Calvary
that is our signpost, arms
pointing in opposite directions
to bring us in the end
to the same place, so impossible
is it to escape love. Imperishable
scarecrow, recipient of our cast-offs,
shame us until what is a swearword
only becomes at last
the Word that was in the beginning.

The last line of this poem portrays well the familiar tortuous struggle mankind increasingly has with God. 

Through centuries of breathtaking scientific progress, the more advanced a society is the more it seeks to shed belief in God. 

 Paradoxically, the more we own or have, the more difficulty we seem to have in seeing and encountering the divine.

The danger in our world is that the Word of God will be shut out.

 But the poem shows the ever present committed "scarecrow God ", who takes on all our cast off beliefs that we throw away and resolutely absorbs all the hatred that we throw until we recover our sense of connection. 

We are in a continuous process of being reconciled with God.
and hope that these words of Christ "I shall draw all "men "to Myself," will be fulfilled.



                                                                 Image source for Linnet

Voices

(From Between Here and Now, 1981)


 
Who to believe?
The linnet sings bell-like,
a tinkling music. It says life
is contained here; is a jewel
in a shell casket, lying
among down. There is another
voice, far out in space
whose persuasiveness is the distance
from which it speaks. Divided
mind, the message is always
in two parts. Must it be
on a cross it is made one ?





The linnet offers to the world her glittering song announcing the impending arrival of new life. This is visible and tangible in the material world, momentarily contained inside her precious shell casket in the nest below her feet.

 Her egg ‘jewel’ is set against the mystery of the word of God, in whom the creative source and unity of all life is contained but this perception appears distant from us in a different world.

Thomas sets the two worlds apart and then fuses them together in a perennial question: “Divided mind, the message is always in two parts. Must it be on a cross it is made one?”

The voice of God leads us to a new life that Jesus invites all of us to share in.

Benedictus from R.S. Thomas


Blessed be the starved womb
and the replete womb.
Blessed the slug in the dew
and the butterfly among the ash-cans.
Blessed the mind that brings forth good and bad
and the hand that exonerates it.
Blessed be the adder among its jewels
and the child ignorant of how love must pay.
Blessed the hare who, in a round
world, keeps the tortoise in sight.
Blessed the cross warning: No through road,
and that other Cross with its arms out pointing both ways.
Blessed the woman who is amused
at Adam feeling for his lost rib.
Blessed the clock with its hands over its face
pretending it is midday, when it is midnight.
Blessed be the far side of the Cross and the back
of the mirror, that they are concealed from us.

R.S. Thomas, Benedictus, from “Mass for Hard Times”, Mass for Hard Times (Newcastle upon Tyne: Bloodaxe Books, 1992) 




Crucifixion
They set up their decoy
in the Hebrew sunlight. What
for? Did they expect
death to come sooner
to disprove his claim
to be God’s son? Who
can shoot down God?
Darkness arrived at
midday, the shadow
of whose wing? The blood
ticked from the cross, but it was not
their time it kept. It was no
time at all, but the accompaniment
to a face staring,
as over twenty centuries
it has stared, from unfathomable
darkness into unfathomable light.

R.S. Thomas, from “Crucifixion”, Counterpoint (Newcastle upon Tyne: Bloodaxe Books, 1990), p. 40.
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Dome of the Rotunda of the Church of the Holy ...
Dome of the Rotunda of the Church of the Holy Sepulchre in Jerusalem, Israel (Photo credit: Wikipedia)





Pieta 

(From Pietà, 1966)

Always the same hills
Crowd the horizon,
Remote witnesses
Of the still scene.
And in the foreground
The tall Cross,
Sombre, untenanted,
Aches for the Body
That is back in the cradle
Of a maid’s arms.



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Friday Fish Before Holy Week


                                                                 Image source here

Last Friday there were flying fish but as it's Palm Sunday in a couple of days, the fish have transformed once again.

When I began to post Friday fish during Lent, the diverse images of the fish each week were in a strange way the shape shifters that matched my moods; Lent has been a journey that has involved using all the five senses of sight , hearing, touch, smell and taste and a sixth subtle sense  to perceive the dimension of the unseen world.


The senses of Palm Sunday are always bittersweet as they herald the beginning of Holy Week. 

So what other images are there in the net today ?


This cheeky kingfisher showed a blatant disregard for the rules when it was caught on camera reading a ‘no fishing’ sign with a fish in its beak.
"The rebellious bird swooped down to perch on the sign with a mouth full of fish and appeared to be reading the obvious warning beneath her.
But the bold kingfisher clearly wasn’t worried about flouting the rules and was left unflappable at the sight of the instructions brazenly holding her catch in her beak."
Jesus, the King of Kingfishers, was readily prepared to flout and subvert the rules to harvest the fish for His kingdom. Three years of seeking out the lost sheep,  welcoming the prodigal son and his jealous brother,  eating with tax collectors, prostitutes, the poor, the demoniacs, the outcasts, the dispossessed, the weak, the diseased, the ugly, the forgotten and despised outsiders of his society.
 His love showed us the nature of his power and signified the type of kingdom he was ruler of, one where the dead are raised, hungry crowds are fed, forgiveness is offered to the unforgivable, love is shown to the unlovable.

 In the year 30, the Roman Governor of Judea and Jerusalem, Pontius Pilate was the Roman governor assigned to Judea and Jerusalem. These were volatile times, with constant threats of uprisings and brutal repressions from the powerful military.
On Palm Sunday, Pilate would have been at the head of a column of a cavalry of soldiers entering Jerusalem for Passover, an “independence day” festival that celebrated the Jewish people’s liberation from an earlier empire.


This highly visible and intimidating display of Roman Imperial power was intended to impress the people with a visual display of imperial power: cavalry on horses, foot soldiers, leather armour, helmets, weapons, banners, golden eagles mounted on poles, sun glinting on metal and gold.

Into all of this formidable arena comes the King of Kingfishers in his own natural plumage of resplendent colours of blue and gold.  

(ByPalm Sunday he will be transformed from Kingfisher to a man on a donkey in a seamless garment that will be torn into shreds before the week is out.)

Jesus knew the warning signs as he entered the gates of Jerusalem that Palm Sunday.

There are millions of us fish around the world who will follow in His slipstream over two thousand years later, to enact the scenes in the streets of Jerusalem that day in a city occupied by the forces of the Roman Empire, where Pharisees lurked on street corners, rule books in hand, ready to hoist their own circumscribed versions of No fishing signs at the doors of the house of God.

 In our hearts, just as in his own disciples that day, there beats an alternative vision , God’s vision for human community.
 In his book A Season For The Spirit, Martin. L. Smith writes :  Gradually, as we come to love the Spirit of God, we become aware of a growing delight in diversity, and at the same time a growing passion for unity." ( I wonder at that when I look around the exchanges and bitter feuds in the Christian religions these days.)  
He says : " The Creator Spirit is the source of the infinite variety in creation, and the life which holds everything together in one. In the new creation in Christ which is underway, the Spirit is the source of the varieties of gifts, service, work and the bond which integrates us into One Body. We cannot walk int the Spirit and not glory in the holiness of difference, distinctions, variety, complementarity, uniqueness. We cannot love the Spirit without being gripped by the truth of the unity of all in the Spirit.  
This makes life wonderful, but uncomfortable...... we find ourselves angered and saddened more and more by the world's attempts to suppress diversity and impose uniformity. We become horrified at the way hundreds of species of creatures are being annihilated because of the lust for profit. We become disgusted by the imperialism of the powerful nations and corporations which care next to nothing for the cultural integrity, the languages and heritage of little nations and tribes. 
We are nauseated by the manipulation of mass media who indoctrinate the public  into stock responses and tastes. We lose patience with the prejudices that fuel hatreds and disunity. We are excruciated  by jingoism and all the various forms of domination of one group over another.  
Our hearts ache for the weaving of human lives into community. The vision of the interdependence and the unity of all in God makes us cry out in outrage at the pronouncements of politicians and pundits which are based on the assumption that life is intrinsically competitive, a race to seize what others will take if we do not grab first. "
Palm Sunday is a baffling day because I know that my shouts of Hosanna and my courageous participation in laying carpets of palm leaves will so readily be supplanted into the scene of the Garden of Gethsemane, into a stream of lanterns searching to arrest Jesus, to triple denials and rejection of him, to cries of Crucify Him.


 


                                                                      Image source here


 That hard road to the cross has to be travelled next week.


To stand and look at the cross is hard, even from a distance and yet that distance has to be broached as it is the only one that can take me right into the heart of Christ and the Paschal mystery of what human life and death is all about.

The rich liturgy and services of Holy Week hopefully will allow me the courage to move ever closer to the foot of the cross until I can kneel before it and kiss the feet of Jesus.









Related articles
Fine one here explaining the significance of the Roman entry into Jerusalem contrasted with Christ's entry on  a donkey

The Father Is In Me and I Am In The Father

The monks Of Gethsemani sing this beautiful Chant based on Psalm 18 from today's Mass for Friday 5th Week of Lent.

Scripture readings for the Mass are here



Since 1848 the Trappist monks of Gethsemani Abbey, Kentucky, have lived a life of work and prayer. 

 Each day, seven times a day, they gather to lift their voices to sing the divine office. 

Vigils, Lauds, Terce, Sext, None, Vespers and Compline are the seven "hours" of the liturgy of the hours or opus Dei (work of God) as St. Benedict called it in his Rule. 

They are common prayer services, the prayer of the Church as well as the prayer of the community. None of these "hours" actually lasts an hour. All seven add up to two and a half or two and three-quarters hours. 
The backbone of these services is the 150 psalms, sung or recited according to a two-week cycle. At each hour there is also a hymn, reading from Scripture, prayer of the day and commemoration of Our Lady 


Ronald E. Powaski has written about the Trappi...





Thomas Merton entered Gethsemani Abbey on 10th December 1941.  


Matthew Kelty ( see left),  was also a monk at Gethsemani who sadly died last February. The full text of all his homilies are here

I have chosen this particular one written in full below for today as it speaks of human identity and God like identity and works and how we can recognise God.
The gospel for today shows how those who refuse to see beyond their narrow categories cannot recognise the signs in the work Jesus did that proved He was profoundly of God and was truly The Son of God.

It links well with today's Gospel from John although the opening verse is a little farther on.




 He who has seen Me has seen the Father.
                                — Jn 14:9
 
All Is Symbol

"I
n the Beginning God created. So does Scripture open. Creation is by speech, indeed, is a kind of speech: "Let there be light." 
That is why the Son of the Father is spoken of as the Divine Word. In the beginning was the Word. Speech is creativity and creation is a work of God, a sharing in it. In the highest and most perfect sense, the Word is God.

Can it be a surprise that when God made a human, God should at once teach speech? God showed Adam all the world and bade him name everything. God spoke and so made man
: man speaks and so creates with God, for by this word he makes the named thing part of himself. 

The nature of the created mind carries creation a step further and adds word to word in reasoning sequence. So is man God-like in having the nature of things in himself and by thought creating a new idea. 

The world would be incomplete without the human to name it, to contemplate it, to fructify it.

God taught the secret of the universe in speech, for it is by speech that we learn that all is symbol and sign. The world is God saying
: I am beauty, I am goodness, I am love and light and wisdom. It is the word that reveals this, for with God we create symbol just as he did. And through the word share the mind of God.

When we heard last week [in a book read in our monastic refectory] about the congenitally deaf who can move easily into the realm of the mind through sign language, we were brought face to face with the fact that we are naturally symbolic, taught so, made so, by God. 

We do not make love with concepts, but with words, with deeds. 

What is in the mind remains there until I say it or play it or act it or do it or mime it. 

Nothing leaves the mind but by symbol. Nothing enters the mind but by the same route. How splendid. You smile at the little infant in your arms and the little infant smiles back. A shattering experience.

The monastery teaches us this, much as God taught Adam. It is all symbol. That is why we meet in this handsome church. After all, a barn would do, a hall, an auditorium, an aula. We wear symbolic clothes, do symbolic actions, our song is symbolic, our gestures—not to say the words themselves.


We have not a corridor, or a hallway
: no, a cloister. Our refectory is the place where monks eat. It is not a lunch room or a cafeteria or a restaurant or a buffet or even a dining room. It is the refectory. We gather in chapter; it is no board room, no conference room, no community room. As chapter it is a very special symbol. Our scriptorium is no lounge room or living room or sitting room or reading room. It is a symbol of its own.

So the monastery says "monk" to the monk all day. It is what he is, what he should be, what he wants to be. That is the symbol he is, the word he utters unceasingly. 

All the neighborhood knows this : for miles around we are known not as the abbey, not as the monastery, not as Gethsemani, but directly: we are "the monks."

The futility of saying, "What good is it? What use? Who needs it? Who needs incense? Who needs bells? Can't you get yourself a watch? Who needs cowls and choir stalls and cloister and abbot?" No one, really, if that is your approach. 

Who needs daffodils? Or blue skies? Or whippoorwills? Who needs song and dance? Who needs processions and icons and candles? Candles? All these lights on—39 of them, 12,000 watts—and you light candles! You are mad!

Yes. The way God is mad. He made the world for the joy of it, not the need of it.

 It is full of His glory—still.

 Despite what we have done to it. 


Kentucky was once magnificent forest-land of mighty trees, giants rising from a clean floor. Look at it now. Skimpy woods full of undergrowth. 

Yet, for all that, it is glorious with God—still. The symbols may not be all they were, but they still speak loud and clear. Even the deaf hear them. And they reply, whom God loves more than miles of woods.

My brothers, my sisters, how splendid is God in creation. Infinite wisdom in the smallest insect, in the remote planet. 

Yet, most magnificent of all, in the human. 

For he can do, she can do, what nothing else of earth can do : make the world their own. By word the human creates anew in the marvel of symbol-making. We are like God.

We are not always conscious of all that. As if that matters. We may use few words in a day. But we use symbols all day and all night. And every one of them is of God
; they are God speaking. 

And since only a modest part of our mind is conscious and a massive part unconscious, it is this unconscious part, which is still mind, that feeds us, nourishes us, sustains us. It would be difficult to live as monks in the Holiday Inn down the road.

 Not because the Inn is ugly or tacky or plastic. It could provide all we need: but it speaks the wrong words, that's all. 

It is not a monastic symbol. And the word that the Inn is, would be at work on us all the time, unconsciously unsaying what we are trying to say.

 Even though this monastery too is an Inn. And we are passing guests, here but for a while, and then gone to another country. It may not be as comfortable as the Inn down the road, but you get more for your money. 

God is explicit in the night at this Inn.

We are each and all a symbol. We are saying something all the time. All of us preach. 

Spread a cause. Take a stand. All the time. Everywhere. 

The world God created is full of God and his glory. 

We aim, each of us, to be just like that : God-like, God-ly, radiant in his glory.

After God had fashioned you and finished you, he stood you upright, smiled at you, touched you lightly and said
:

Speak.  Tell me ... that you love me!"


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An Easter Prayer by Walter Brueggemann

An Easter Prayer by Walter Brueggemann

On our own, we conclude:
that there is not enough to go around
we are going to run short

of money
of love
of grades
of publications
of sex
of beer
of members
of years
of life

we should seize the day…
seize the goods…
seize our neighbor’s goods
because there is not enough to go around
and in the midst of our perceived deficit;

You come
You come giving bread in the wilderness
You come giving children at the 11th hour
You come giving homes to the exiles
You come giving futures to the shut-down
You come giving Easter joy to the dead
You come … fleshed … in Jesus

And we watch while
the blind receive their sight
the lame walk
the lepers are cleansed
the deaf hear
the dead are raised
the poor dance and sing.

We watch … and we take

food we did not grow and
life we did not invent and
future that is gift and gift and gift and
families and neighbors who sustain us
when we do not deserve it.

It dawns on us, late rather than soon, that
You give food in due season
you open your hand
and satisfy the desire of every living thing.

By your giving,
break our cycles of imagined scarcity
override our presumed deficits
quiet our anxieties of lack
transform our perceptual field to see
the abundance...mercy upon mercy
blessing upon blessing.

Sink your generosity deep into our lives

that your much-ness may expose our false lack
that endlessly receiving, we may endlessly give,

so that the world may be made Easter new,
without greedy lack, but only wonder
without coercive need, but only love
without destructive greed, but only praise
without aggression and evasiveness...
all things Easter new...

all around us, toward us and by us
all things Easter new.

Finish your creation...
in wonder, love and praise. Amen.

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Faith

Observing the Sabbath-closing havdalah ritual ...
Observing the Sabbath-closing havdalah ritual in 14th-century Spain. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
In 1963 a Rabbi, Samuel Adelman put out a book called Windows To My Soul.

His inspiration for this first poem was watching his son, observing his pure faith on his tenth birthday. He longed for that faith the way we all should.

Faith

Dear Lord, in thine abounding grace,
Let me ever see thy face
Though years may their sorrow bring,
May the winter be like the spring.

Keep fresh in me the love I felt,
When first I met thee as the snows did melt,
When as a child, I asked not why,
Only to see thee in my soul's eye.

I plead for the vision of my heart,
By which alone I see the part,
Thy spirit plays in making live
The stars above, who strength do give.

May I look at each blade of grass,
And see thine appointed angels pass,
Doing Thy bidding to make it grow
And not by my feeble efforts to sow.

Though my head turns white with years,
Though life is filled with many tears,
Yet, may my faith in winter be,
As 'twas in spring, when I first met thee

 

Sabbath 

           Then will I carry      
you within me for as long 
           as I can: not a 

           consolation but 
a promise, and not because 
           I must: not as you 

           carried me but to 
be your keeper, a place where 
           you remain the one 

           bearing life: not as 
a god or idol that I 
           have made too small, but 

           only blessing you 
do I keep the blessing safe: 
           infant image of 

           the created one 
I long to be, Sabbath-self 
           concealed in the guise 

           of ordinary 
time, my life the covering 
           that protects the vow.

By Dan Bellm

H/T to Rabbi Neil Fleischmann for these two beautiful poems from here

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The Long Gospel on Palm Sunday

This Sunday is what used to be called The Long Gospel and relates The Passion of Christ. 
(Incidentally, this reminds me of my mother who told me that as a teenager in Ireland during the '30's, she remembered people used to faint at various times during Mass , but the numbers doing so increased sharply during the reading of this Gospel, not so much from empathy for Christ's Passion, but more because in those days, complete fasting for 24 hours before receiving communion was rigidly followed by most people and sitting down was a definite no-no.)


To set it in some perspective I have found these two articles helpful.


The first is a lovely summary of Mark's Gospel from John Predmore S.J at his blog here called Ignatian Spirituality:Set The World Ablaze, especially the last paragraph where he says:

" I set aside half an hour before Mass to read the Passion narrative slowly. 

I fix my attention on the emotions of each character so I can experience what they may have felt. 

Mostly, I try to understand what Jesus is feeling. I ask him to tell me as I hold what he says in reverent silence. 

I simply want to be a friend to him and give him what he needs most in suffering - the experience of sharing his story with a friend. 

Each year, I am surprised with the deeper emotions he shares with me. 

I know I can never hold all his pain; I just try to be there with him. 
I don't know what else to do."


Nick Cave at a Grinderman performance in Mainz...
Nick Cave Wikipedia)

The second is by writer and musician Nick Cave, who  may not be the obvious person to offer thoughts on Mark's Gospel but whilst I find myself not in complete agreement with all his views I still find this a compelling reflection and well written. It dates from 1998. 
                                                                     St Mark from here

An Introduction to The Gospel According to Mark ( from here)
by Nick Cave

"When I bought my first copy of the Bible, the King James version, it was to the Old Testament that I was drawn, with its maniacal, punitive God who dealt out to His long-suffering humanity punishments that had me drop-jawed in disbelief at the very depth of their vengefulness. 

I had a burgeoning interest in violent literature, coupled with an unnamed sense of the divinity in things and, in my early twenties, the Old Testament spoke to that part of me that railed and hissed and spat at the world. 

I believed in God, but I also believed that God was malign and if the Old Testament was testament to anything, it was testament to that. 

Evil seemed to live close to the surface of existence within it, you could smell its mad breath, see the yellow smoke curl from its many pages, hear the blood-curdling moans of despair. It was a wonderful, terrible book, and it was sacred scripture. 

But you grow up. You do. You mellow out. Buds of compassion push through the cracks in the black and bitter soil. Your rage ceases to need a name. You no longer find comfort watching a whacked-out God tormenting a wretched humanity as you learn to forgive yourself and the world.. 

Then, one day, I met an Anglican vicar and he suggested that I give the Old Testament a rest and read Mark instead. I hadn't read the New Testament at that stage because the New Testament was about Jesus Christ and the Christ I remembered from my choirboy days was that wet, all-loving, etiolated individual that the church proselytised. 

I spent my pre-teen years singing in the Wangaratta Cathedral Choir and even at that age I recall thinking what a wishy-washy affair the whole thing was. The Anglican Church: it was the decaf of worship and Jesus was their Lord.

"Why Mark?", I asked. "Because it's short", he replied. I was willing to give anything a go, so I took the vicar's advice and read it and the Gospel of Mark just swept me up. 


Here, I am reminded of that picture of Christ, painted by Holman Hunt, where He appears, robed and handsome, a lantern in His hand, knocking on a door: the door to our hearts, presumably. The light is dim and buttery in the engulfing darkness. 

 Christ came to me in this way, lumen Christi, with a dim light, a sad light, but light enough. Out of all the New Testament writings - from the Gospels, through the Acts and the complex, driven letters of Paul to the chilling, sickening Revelation - it is Mark's Gospel that has truly held me. 

Scholars generally agree that Mark's was the first of the four gospels to be written. Mark took from the mouths of teachers and prophets the jumble of events that comprised Christ's life and fixed these events into some kind of biographical form.





He did this with such breathless insistence, such compulsive narrative intensity, that one is reminded of a child recounting some amazing tale, piling fact upon fact, as if the whole world depended upon it - which , of course, to Mark it did.

 'Straightway' and 'immediately' link one event to another, everyone 'runs', 'shouts', is 'amazed', inflaming Christ's mission with a dazzling urgency.

 Mark's Gospel is a clatter of bones, so raw, nervy and lean on information that the narrative aches with the melancholy of absence. 

Scenes of deep tragedy are treated with such a matter of factness and raw economy they become almost palpable in their unprotected sorrowfulness. 

Mark's narrative begins with the Baptism, and 'immediately' we are confronted with the solitary figure of Christ, baptised in the River Jordan and driven into the wilderness. 'And he was there in the wilderness 40 days, tempted of Satan; and was with the wild beasts; and the angels ministered unto him' (1:13). This is all Mark says of the Temptation, but the verse is typically potent owing to its mysterious simplicity and spareness. 


Christ's forty days and forty nights in the wilderness also say something about His aloneness, for when Christ takes on His ministry around Galilee and in Jerusalem, He enters a wilderness of the soul, where all the outpourings of His brilliant, jewel-like imagination are in turns misunderstood, rebuffed, ignored, mocked and vilified and would eventually be the death of Him. 







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Even His disciples, who we would hope would absorb some of Christ's brilliance,seem to be in a perpetual fog of misunderstanding, following Christ from scene to scene with little or no comprehension of what is going on. 

So much of the frustration and anger that seems at times almost to consume Christ is directed at His disciples and it is against their persistent ignorance that Christ's isolation seems at its most complete. 

It is Christ's divine inspiration, versus the dull rationalism of those around Him, that gives Mark's narrative its tension, its drive. 

The gulf of misunderstanding is so vast that His friends 'lay hold of Him' thinking,'He is beside himself' (3:21). The Scribes and Pharisees, with their monotonous insistence on the Law, provide the perfect springboard for Christ's luminous words.

Even those Christ heals betray Him as they run to the town to report the doings of the miraculous healer, after Christ has insisted that they tell no one. 

 Christ disowns His own mother for her lack of understanding. Throughout Mark, Christ is in deep conflict with the world. He is trying to save, and the sense of aloneness that surrounds Him is at times unbearably intense.

 Christ's last howl from the cross is to a God He believes has forsaken Him: "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani" 

The rite of baptism - the dying of one's old self to be born anew - like so many of the events in Christ's life is already flavoured metaphorically by Christ's death and it is His death on the cross that is such a powerful and haunting force, especially in Mark. 

 His preoccupation with it is all the more obvious, if only because of the brevity with which Mark deals with the events of His life.







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 It seems that virtually everything that Christ does in Mark's narrative is in some way a preparation for His death - His frustration with His disciples and His fear that they have not comprehended the full significance of His actions; the constant taunting of the church officials; the stirring up of the crowds; His miracle-making so that witnesses will remember the extent of His divine power.

 Clearly, Mark is concerned primarily with the death of Christ to such an extent that Christ appears consumed by His imminent demise, thoroughly shaped by His death.

The Christ that emerges from Mark, tramping through the haphazard events of His life, had a ringing intensity about him that I could not resist. 


Christ spoke to me through His isolation, through the burden of His death, through His rage at the mundane, through His sorrow.


 Christ, it seemed to me was the victim of humanity's lack of imagination, was hammered to the cross with the nails of creative vapidity. 


The Gospel According to Mark has continued to inform my life as the root source of my spirituality, my religiousness. 








The Christ that the Church offers us, the bloodless, placid 'Saviour' - the man smiling benignly at a group of children or serenely hanging from the cross - denies Christ His potent, creative sorrow or His boiling anger that confronts us so forcibly in Mark. 

Thus the Church denies Christ His humanity, offering up a figure that we can perhaps 'praise' but never relate to. 

The essential humanness of Mark's Christ provides us with a blueprint for our own lives so that we have something we can aspire to rather than revere, that can lift us free of the mundanity of our existences rather than affirming the notion that we are lowly and unworthy. 

Merely to praise Christ in His Perfectness keeps us on our knees, with our heads pitifully bent. 

Clearly, this is not what Christ had in mind. Christ came as a liberator. Christ understood that we as humans were for ever held to the ground by the pull of gravity - our ordinariness, our mediocrity - and it was through His example that He gave our imaginations the freedom to fly."

In short, to be Christ-like. 

This essay originally appeared in the Pocket Canon
Gospel According to Mark, (C)Canongate, 1998 
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