This is described by the author as a fictional letter...
Dear Josh,
This letter comes from both Joe and me, but he knows you and I were
close in college and thought I should write it because I’m more
“sensitive.”
We haven’t seen you in several years, but we three were
best friends when we graduated from Georgeham in 1980. Your ordination
was a high point in our lives, and the following year we picked you to
celebrate our wedding. We still love you. But we follow your career and
sometimes wonder if you are the same person we knew 30 years ago.
It crystallized with last year’s Christmas card.
You posed—still
handsome, though a bit thick around the middle—in bishop’s robes as if
you were a Renaissance prince! As if Christmas were about you.
Do you
remember our college immersion trip to Latin America, when you were so
appalled by the lavishly decorated cathedral next to a slum full of poor
people, and how upset you were by that overweight monsignor who sneered
at liberation theology? You said he was a “pompous so-and-so,” and you
swore that would never happen to you.
What has happened to you, Josh? Joe and I used to say the priesthood
needed fearless men like you. But instead of building on your political
science education, you went to Rome and did a degree in canon law. Then
you came home to be a bishop’s secretary and were made a bishop, with
no more than a few summers’ parish experience.
You cut your diocesan newspaper down to a monthly. It doesn’t allow
letters to the editor, never covers social issues, prints only
right-wing columnists and runs way too many pictures of you.
Your own
column never deals with war, race, poverty, capital punishment or labor
and reads as if contraception and gay marriage were the biggest problems
facing the world.
I’m sure you remember his Jesus and Ourselves, which we used in the course we took with him.
You loved that man. He took you to dinner, visited you in jail when you were arrested in that demonstration, talked you out of quitting school when you broke up with Sally and presided at your father’s funeral.
But you were on that committee and signed the report accusing him of “heterodoxy.”
In his rebuttal Bill asked whether all the committee members actually read the book. Did you read it? Did you defend him? Why didn’t you let him testify? What has happened to you?
You can’t be deaf and blind to what has happened to the church, the
alienation and empty pews. Joe and I receive the Eucharist and pray for
leadership that will remind us of Jesus curing the sick and slamming the
rich who hog their wealth and the Pharisees who love titles and fame.
Joe suggests that now that you’re a bishop you want to be a
cardinal; and once you’re a cardinal you will think you can be Pope. So
you keep your mouth shut. Joe has a cynical streak. I can’t believe that
your mind actually works that way. But a lot can happen in 30 years.
My Irish mother told me that people don’t change. I remember the
evening in 1980 when you and I went out for a few beers after finals,
and you told me you were going to be a priest who would fight for the
weak and the poor, and you asked me to pray for you.
Then you reached
across the table and kissed me. I haven’t given up.
Love,
Mary and Joe
Raymond A. Schroth, S.J., is an associate editor of America Magazine. This appears in the Jan 16th 2012 issue
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